My Husband Committed Adultery Twice and Had Two Kids: Has My Marriage Run Its Course?

BY: - 4 Apr '17 | Infidelity

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Dear Dr. Buckingham,

I have been married for 21 years. My husband had two affairs early in our marriage that resulted in 2 love children by different women. I decided to stay for our 3 children. My husband has to pay support for these children and I had a lot of anger about having to struggle.

I had to be the one who always worked multiple jobs so that my 3 kids did not have to go without. But the truth be told, it was not because we did not have the money.

Out of sight out of mind is how I have dealt with this for years. Now our relationship has changed. It seems we are roommates instead of husband and wife. I cant seem to get past any of this. I think that I have stayed this long because of my children, not because of what is in my heart. My husband committed adultery twice…has my marriage run its course? Please help!

Thanks,

Tired Wife

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Dear Tired Wife,

It hurts my heart to learn about your marital distress, mainly because you have become a victim of blind forgiveness. Sometimes people can be very forgiving to the point where it works against them. We all make mistakes and deserve opportunities to make things right. Sometimes we make several mistakes and deserve numerous opportunities to make things right. I believe in the power of forgiveness, but not blind forgiveness.

Forgiveness is best defined as one’s ability to give up resentment or to stop feeling anger towards someone. We are taught to forgive those who hurt, belittle and betray us. This means that we simply remove anger from our hearts.

However, it does not mean that we should endure further abuse. I often provide therapy to people who practice blind forgiveness and end up in worse situations.

Here is my definition of blind forgiveness.

Blind forgiveness is best defined as one’s ability to give up resentment while also practicing forgetfulness. The problem with blind forgiveness is that you cannot rebuild something if you do not address it. Whenever you attempt to forget about something, you increase the risk of it happening again. For example, your husband cheated twice and you feel violated because you probably did not address the first situation properly.

Sorry to say, but I do believe that your marriage has run its course. Let me explain. When I speak of making things right I am referring to reconciliation. Forgiving someone is not that same as reconciliation.

You can forgive your husband, but this does not mean that you let him off the hook.

When pain is present, two individuals have to work together to reconcile which means coming together. If your husband was truly sorry for the pain that he caused you he would work hard to reconcile. He would repent (ask for your forgiveness) and do whatever it takes to make the situation right.

READ: The Only Way to Restore and Rejuvenate Your Marriage After an Affair

Your husband violated your trust twice and based on your report it does not sound like much work was done to reconcile or restore your trust. If your marriage is to survive and thrive, your husband must repent and repair the damage that he has done. You can forgive your husband, but this does not mean that you let him off the hook. Please seek professional counseling.

Best regards,

Dr. Buckingham

If you have questions for Dr. Dwayne Buckingham regarding relationships (married, single, etc), parenting, or personal growth and development, please send an email to askdrbuckingham@gmail.com

Disclaimer: The ideas, opinions and recommendations contained in this post are not intended as a substitute for seeking professional counseling or guidance. Any concerns or questions that you have about relationships or any other source of potential distress should be discussed with a professional, in person. The author is not liable or responsible for any personal or relational distress, loss or damage allegedly arising from any information or recommendations in this post.

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Dwayne Buckingham wrote 187 articles on this blog.

Dr. Dwayne L. Buckingham, author of Qualified, yet Single: Why Good Men Remain Single and Unconditional Love: What Every Woman and Man Desires in a Relationship, is a highly acclaimed international clinical psychotherapist, life coach, relationship and resiliency expert, motivational speaker and corporate consultant. He is also the President and Chief Executive Officer of R.E.A.L. Horizons Consulting Service, located in Silver Spring, Maryland. To learn more about Dr. Dwayne L. Buckingham visit his website at www.DrBuckingham.com.

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Infidelity in Marriage: Here’s How to Rebuild Intimacy after an Affair

BY: - 24 Apr '17 | Infidelity

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If I told you that the day my husband confessed his affair, we had sex the same night.  Would you believe me or think I was pulling one over on you?  Do you even believe it is possible to reconnect intimately immediately or does the thought of having sex so soon sicken you?

Well, we found ourselves in case number one below…

Infidelity has a deep effect on a marriage’s sex life. And, there are typically two mindsets to be had at the onset of reestablishing intimacy:

  1. Sexual “Healing”
  2. Sexual “Sickness”

SEXUAL “HEALING”

Prior to my husband’s affair, we had no issues or complaints in the bedroom…just keeping it real with you!  However immediately after his affair, I allowed this mental sexual demon to run rampant.  I felt like I had to kick it up a notch…almost feeling as if there was a panel of sexual judges sitting in our bedroom scoring my performance.

I know how crazy that sounds…right? Could you imagine that? (LOL)  However, the truth of the matter is I felt like I had to be better than I had ever been before!

In this case of sexual “healing”, the married couple’s sex life often becomes better after the affair. If you’ve read my book, “Love After Adultery: The Breakthrough Journey of the Brokenhearted” you will discover this is what happened in our marriage.

On the surface, this may appear like a good thing.  But you have to be careful of the motives because the better sex is motivated out of extreme hurt. The spouse who has been betrayed finds themselves constantly comparing themselves with the other woman or man.

Warning:  Do not ever compare yourself (or spouse) with the other woman or man.

Theodore Roosevelt said: “Comparison is the thief of joy.” And this very quote speaks to why we should not compare. Only feelings of lack surface when one compares themselves to another.  God created a masterpiece in you, me, and every child of His walking this Earth.

No one person is better than another; it’s our uniqueness that makes each of us special.  So it becomes important, critical, for you to feel good about yourself!

Every time you compare yourself to another, it merely sets you up to feel like a failure.  Life has shown me, but most of all taught me, that there is always going to be someone smarter, sexier, wittier, and the list goes on.

If you find yourself in this category, experiencing new sexual highs resulting from an internal comparison, sooner or later (preferably sooner) you must move into the proper category. A category of being grounded on restored love, trust, and security in the marriage.

You should know beyond a shadow of a doubt that you are loved and desired by your spouse for who you are at your core.  And NOT because you are competing (and feel like you’re winning) against another man or woman.

Feeling good about yourself by comparison is putting your marriage on a weak foundation. And with any weak foundation, it is just a matter of time before it comes crumbling down.

SEXUAL “SICKNESS”

All to often, as an expert on the topic, I have found a couple’s sex life goes to the other extreme of the spectrum after an affair. The betrayed spouse is so sickened by the thought of their spouse engaging in sex with another man or woman that they feel sick to their stomach by the thought of being sexually intimate with their spouse.

The lack of sexual intimacy sometimes comes from the person who has been unfaithful. Often times, they will struggle with feelings of guilt and/or shame. Some struggle with not ending their affairs, or as crazy as this may sound, they are internally battling grieving the loss of the affair partner.

Affairs of the heart should never be put into cookie cutter solutions. Intimacy issues can be just as complex as their owners.

Be careful not to say such things as, “he has an issue” or “she has an issue”. Rather when it comes to intimacy, say “we have an issue.” Because after all, intimacy in marriage is a “we” thing.

Why is Intimacy So Important?

All of the below are meant to produce these desired outcomes…

  • Healing
  • Comforting
  • Argument Reconciliation
  • Self-Esteem Building (Increased Masculinity in the Husband)
  • Profound Expression of Love (when words aren’t enough)
  • Deeper Level of Connection
  • Ability to Relax
  • Please one’s partner
  • Feeling Sexual or Attractive

After spending many hours researching this topic, I found that some experts recommend that couples should not immediately engage sexually.  Personally, I beg to differ and could not think of a more critical time in a marital couple’s life when the above list is more crucial than after an affair.

Keep in mind I’m speaking from experience not text book.  So the goal would be to reconnect sexually as soon as both spouses can do so without either spouse feeling obligated or rushed.

Reconnecting sexually after your affair should not be considered a sign of reconciliation because there is so much that needs to happen in order for both spouses to recommit to the marriage after an affair.

Understand and expect that real healing takes time and should not under any circumstances be rushed.  At the same time, it’s hard to heal completely if sexual intimacy is being put on the back burner for all the wrong reasons, such as payback.

Remember: having sex doesn’t mean all is forgiven and life is all good now.  However, it is a step in the right direction of building on the list above.

Spouses must learn how to openly talk about intimacy, honestly and in a non-judgmental fashion.  And please understand…intimacy issues are not to be brought up during intimacy connecting.

Sometimes we have these great visions of how these intimacy chats will go and they fall flat.  So if you have an intimacy experience that falls flat, simply hold one another to take the pressure off and just be fully present for one another. Do not discuss what went wrong in the moment. Schedule that discussion for a time you know will be more successful.

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I say schedule because most of us are busy with day-to-day tasks that you want to make sure you are MAKING time to discuss marital concerns.

My husband and I implemented “Tough Talk Tuesday” where we bring any of our concerns to the table to discuss.   Perhaps you might consider doing the same.  Just protect the time so it is uninterrupted. Make your marriage the priority it needs to be.

Love Making Sex Vs. Break Me Off Sex

Many couples can relate to the two different types of sex; “lovemaking sex” or “break me off” sex. I’m sure you have gone between both with your spouse and that is perfectly normal.  However, during the affair-recovery period, you want to focus on lovemaking sex, especially while the bond of love and trust are in the process of being restored. There will be plenty of time to get back to breaking him or her off 🙂

Patience, tenderness, and understanding must be practiced to restore intimacy.  Marital issues and sexual issues mirror each other in marriage, in most cases.  What happens in your marriage will tend to show up in the way you are (or are not) engaging in intimacy, and what is going on in your intimate life with your spouse, will tend to be acted out in how you’re doing your marriage.

In restoring intimacy after an affair, it’s vital for the wayward spouse who had the affair to be sensitive to the needs of the betrayed spouse in restoring reassurance of their sexual attraction.

When people engage in certain acts of intimacy in their affairs, it is most helpful to the overall healing process for the unfaithful partner to be open and honest in their communication with the spouse in terms of potentially exploring the possibility of doing those same or similar things in the marriage, if their betrayed spouse desires it and it proves to be healthy for both spouses.

There is no intimacy without an open heart.  If the heart is closed, then so are the doors to unleash all the positives listed above.  When it is open, it has the capacity to generate love, warmth, affection and last but certainly not least…intimacy!

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Da-Nay Macklin wrote 45 articles on this blog.

Coach Da-Nay Macklin is a Certified Christian Life & Relationship Coach, founder of the Courageous Conquerors Mastermind and Author of Love After Adultery: The Breakthrough Journey of the Brokenhearted Available on Amazon She is one of the nation’s leading experts on infidelity and a thought leader on maximizing potential as she assists couples and individuals to live life by design and not default. Da-Nay has been has been featured on the Oprah Winfrey Network’s show Unfaithful: Stories of Betrayal after successfully navigating adultery in her marriage, and named one of the 15 most powerful women on the south side of Chicago. She now resides in Charlotte, NC with her loving husband and daughter.

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